So jordie was like my little brother. i loved him with all my heart! i miss him so much.i will never forget when i found out about it at three am November 1st 2003.i was sleeping and i woke up just woke up for no reason but wen i did my mom and Karin c were in my bed.they were both crying and i KNEW something was wrong. my mom said jordie had been in an accident and i thought you know hes in the hospital or something and hes gonna be fine.and then she said he was shot.and again he was gonna be fine and then she said "hes dead". my heart dropped and it does every time i think of it.ill nvr forget being at coach srandts house that weekend and it was so quiet all you heard was crying..the most awful thing ever!!and then wen they had the receiving of friends the first time i went through i was with my best friends mom and she played with his hair and i wanted to just put my hand in there and tell him i loved him i think the hardest thing ive ever done is actually saying goodbye to him.im only like two months older than him i just cant believe he would be 21 this nov. i had my 21st birthday Wednesday and by the end of the night when we were at McClarens i sat outside and thought about him [bad idea btw] i sat there and cried and i didnt want to tell anyone why i was upset but it was because i knew he would never be able to sit at a bar and have his first drink. kinda a bad thing to think of when your trying to party you know?
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